I dropped my wife off at the airport this morning. The
details vary considerably, but the overall theme is quite similar
to Shelley's Band of
Brothers. I wish I was with my wife right now, but we
agreed that this was best for the kids. So, for now I am
focused on some serious subliminating.
Sam, I'm sorry that you're in this state. I've been there, and I wish I had some useful advice, but in my experience the inner details of grief are pretty much impervious to outside interference. I wish you the best.